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12:05pm 25/10/2005
 
mood: amused
You Guys will get a kick out of this wallpaper...


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Discontented rant   
03:57pm 17/09/2005
 
mood: discontent
     I don't talk on here much, and I think that few of you even come on here anymore, but I feel a need to poast a rant on a recent subject that I find disgusting to even bring up.  Bestiality.  What the fuck is wrong with you people?  Is it some mental disease that science has yet to turn its eyes on?  In recent conversation with other parties the subject has come up and(predictably with me; an argument has resulted,) I have been asked to respect opinions on the subject.  However as a close-minded, right wing nut-job, I don't think I can.  I feel that in many cases I am very open about things, in most cases it is none of my concern, and I feel that what other think or do is their business not mine.  Most things I find only odd but not much more beyond that.  But in this case I draw the line.  Such a thing ranks as bad as necrophilia.  I believe that it is disgusting and disturbing to any honest person.

     I am sure that at least some o you out their have differant opinion's then me and you probably look down on me for being 'an asshole' about it.  I don't care.  Normally I will here other views on a subject and like to discuss differant opinions on things.  Not this time.  Such a thing is vile and horrible, and if you think otherwise you should really see a psychiatrist, they probally have something to keep you so high you wouldn't care about your house burning down around you.  Enjoy
 
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To: Masterchief From: Paladin   
02:18pm 18/04/2005
 
mood: busy

This message is for masterchief, just wondering when what dates you are coming down here from the far north. Also a certain recently promoted sergeant with the 82 would like to get in touch with you.  Anyway, have fun Doc!

 
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yet another stupid rant   
01:44am 09/07/2004
 
mood: irate
Now, I have a problem and I'd like to have your help. In a roleplaying game, shouldn't a party support itself? Use their abilities to help one another? Because in the game I just left we weren't doing that. We suprised four beefy monster (grey renderers for those who play the game) with a pack of goblins. Well after taking out the gobs the crazy mage tried to make friends with the renderer, who promtly picke him up and began eating him. I had stepped back after killing the last gob to give the mage time to try to befriend the renderer. When that happens, the other frontliner joins me and we form a shield wall with tower shields. Well the other renderers come to play and two rip in to me one of which picks me up and begins to rend me too so I'm feelling great..... Anyway I break free and stab it, while the mage stuns his own and scrambles away.

Now here is where I need advice, three of our party members are just standing there. One gunman is studying a renderer for a kill shot, the other might be doing the same but he is drinking wine with the third. Also the mage has decided not to use his spells to help becase he just got ripped up. Normally I would agree, but we have this shield wall to protect him while we get chewed up, so a spell or two would be a help, but no joy. When I ask why people are just standing around and not, frankly, saving my ass from these things. One of the players say's she can't stand my whining and that when I'm ready to let her play her own character she would return to the game.

'Excuse me?!?' Is it some how unfair to think that a party shouldn't stand around when some of its members are getting killed? Standing around and commenting on how stupid it was to get in to this fight in the first place? I don't know about you guys but I learned that to survive in a game a party must Work together. Am I somhow mistaken?

I would appreciate any input good or bad, thanks for your help.
 
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My Job   
07:22pm 08/06/2004
 
mood: contemplative
Well, I know I haven't posted recently, but my life recently has been lacking in... noteworthy activities. But as some of you know yesterday I quit my eight month job at Vons. I don't really want to go on about this, but if anyone is interested just ask me when you see ma again. any way I' just wanted to post this little update, so I will see you all Later
 
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09:35pm 03/03/2004
 
mood: amused
Well this was unexpected...


Piskie
Piskie. You see the world through the eyes of a
child. Everything is bright and new and
interesting. So what if sometimes you forget to
give things back, you did leave something else
interesting for them to play with while you
examined what you borrowed. You are sometimes a
bit too inquisitive for your own good, but
that's okay, it's all fun and games. Speaking
of fun and games, you love to play with
children, and never grow tired of hearing them
tell you stories, or seeing the latest doodle
they have drawn. It warms your heart to know
that creativity still lives in tomorrows
generation.


What Type of Changeling Are You? (Now Including Pictures for Each Kith)
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Quizes   
10:55am 25/02/2004
  Here is a little quiz i found that i liked...


Morpheus
Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Quizes   
10:52am 25/02/2004
  Wow, I never thought I would post a quiz.....

Morpheus
Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Quiz   
10:49am 25/02/2004
  Morpheus
Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Wow, I never thought I would be posting a quiz.....
 
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Friends and those who are not.   
10:23am 01/02/2004
 
mood: crappy
I have not posted an entry in many months, but now things have gotten.......stirred up enough to warrant submission. One would think that someone who call's you a brother would offer more respect than what I have witnessed last night. Despite what I believe some people think, I am not angry because I was not chosen as best man. I am offended about that yes, and rightly so I believe, but as was said to me, it is their decision. No what really gets my goat is that Anthony conspired to keep me in the dark about the wedding. I don't blame anyone else for this, only Anthony. A friend, a 'brother' doesn't treat someone this way. Well I do have to thank Athony for a couple of things. I have learned two valuble lessons, The first of which is that "I cannot trust anyone." Second is that I have no brother, apparetly, because a brother is someone that you love, respect, and admire. None of those qualities have been evedent in this. Now here I must restate that i hold no malice or blame over Jon's head or Sara's or anyone exept Anthony, the mastermind if you will. This brings back painful memories of my friendless childhood, when those few people who I then called friends abbandoned me for reason's I will never know. Now I am aware that this is not that wide spread an epidemic as then but it hits as hard as that long ago betrayal did. Like a dull knife being driven slowly through my spine, while everyone around me stands their smiling and having a good time. My life has been a long string of betrayal and I had hoped that I had found friends with whom I could finally realy place trust in, I believed in concept's like friendship and trusting people. Silly me, I should stop reading so many stupid, sappy heroic novels. Trust and friendship are dead things, and I don't know if they ever really existed or if they are just a comfortable figment that society puts up to make itself more comfortable. Well I really feel stupid, because I fell for it.

I guess that I will stop here, end this rant so that everyone out there can get off you buts after that long ass read. I wish happyness and joy to those who want it, and...well I leave it to your imagination after that.

Craig A. Carter
January 31, 2004
 
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Memories   
10:59pm 18/08/2003
 
mood: sad
I don't know if you guys have heard, but Rocky my dog for 13 years was put to sleep at the vet today. It has been only a few hours since I said goodbye to him for the last time, but already I miss him beyond words. I can remember the day my father brought him home for the first time. I had returned from a swim meet, and my father hadn't been able to go. My parents had made me clean up my room before I had left, but when I walked inside my dad angrily told me that I hadn't cleaned it enough. When I walked inside, their he was, this big puppy was bouncing around off everything in the room. At first we didn't really get along, because Rocky like to play a little too rough for me, but that didn't last long. Rocky was a really special dog, because he always stayed nearby even when he would get off his leash and run off, he never stayed that far away from us. Even the times when the gate to the backyard was left open accidently, usually by me, we always found him just looking around out front. I don't know if I will ever find another dog as loyal, and loving as he was, but I hope I do. I ask you all to say a prayer for Rocky, in any matter you feel is apropriate.


"In memory of All departed Friends"
 
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stuff   
03:20pm 22/07/2003
 
mood: content
I haven't written in a while, so i thought it was about time I did. Today is Tuesday and I am enjoying a day off frm Vons. I have been there for close to 2 months now and I find that it is a suprisingly enjoyable Job. Oh, I found out that Keith is indeed leaving my little group of Mechwarrior clix gamers, brinnging our total down to 2, me and Mike. 'Tony exibited some interest, however when confronts with the opportunity to try it, he welched out. Nobody seems to share my pastimes for long...... but, that is life isn't it? well, I will talk to you again later, Good bye.
 
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11:04pm 12/07/2003
  Well, this is my first time writing in any kind of journal, so I really don't know what to write. ....I guess I'll just start with my day today. To day was a good day, I went with Jon & kim, 'Tony & Sarah, and Marshall to Olive Garden (I have never been there, but it was good) I spent most the day with good friends and had good times. My only real complaint is that certain people whose names shall remain anonoumous have a really easy time getting on my nerves. The individual in question alway's have to be right. I'm not saying I am perfect or anything, I mean I have meen accused of the same thing many times in the past, however I atleast will back down in tha face of irrefutable loigic. But enough about this, as it is merely a sidenote to a graet day.

That looks like a good start to my Journal, so I wish all who read this Good Health, Good Friends, and Long Life,

Craig
 
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05:36pm 12/07/2003
  This is a Test.  
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